Guess what time it is, boys and girls!  That's right! It's....ANGST TIME!

Just posting an email I sent for my own viewing, but edited.

chibisilencefaerie: it will give me something to do
momokoxpeach: she should have her hair be long and blonde, tied in pigtails like sara (love hina sara) with purple and orange ribbons~ and with an oversized witch hat with a purple ribbon around the base and an orange star hanging off the tip
sailoralexandrite: well, while I'm thinkin g of it, I need newer pictures of sapphire...
momokoxpeach: and a black dress, with no sleeves, and the front should be styled like a corset tied with orange ribbons, and around the bottom (it should end just above her knees) there should be a pattern of purple stars.. and she should have orange and purple striped kneehigh socks and black boots.
momokoxpeach: that'd be sweet.

sailoralexandrite: okay, she has a thoughtful expression across her face, like she's reflecting over something. For a pose, sitting on a cliff edge, one leg dangling the other pulled up to her chest and her arms around it, and her chin resting on her knee. If it's not to difficult. ^^

  I'm writing my 5 paragraph essay now.  I'm almost done, and I'm glad.  I shouldn't have waited so long to do it, but hey, I have a life.  It might not be a very impressive or interesting one, but it's a life nonetheless. 

 All this typing is becoming tiring....but that might be because I'm a slow typer (and thinker X3) and because I'm stupid in general.  Please don't try to argue with me about it now, I'm much too tired and I feel sick.  Yep, still sick.  It sucks, those pills are just taking their time working...

  Ahh.....now I'm listening to Yuji Ueda's sweet, calming voice.  It's lame, but I love beautiful music.  I just completely fall in love with it.  Whether it's a voice or an instrument, I tend to get swept up in music that I love.  I even have an instrumental song that makes me cry.  It's beautiful enough, but when that violin solo comes in.....ah, heaven...

  I'd better finish now, before I get in trouble...

I have to post my special story somewhere...so here will do.

I've never had a boyfriend.  Actually, I've never had much of a love life at all.  Anyway, here's my story.

I liked "N."  As much as I may want to deny it now, I really, truly liked him.  I maybe even loved him.  Being the only builder in Mindstorms (our robotics team)  we were together a lot.  At first I only thought of him as my best friend's boyfriend, but it became a lot more.

First of all, they were having relationship problems.  I'm a good listener, I listened to both of them.  To "B" when we were hanging out, and to "N" at Mindstorms.  I got to know them both better, especially "N."

He seemed to be flirting with me quite a bit.  dunno, maybe it was just me...but I was under the impression that he thought I would be a better girlfriend than "B."

We got really close...we were like best friends, in a sense.  I would always talk to him and comfort him and help him with his problems...and I would worry about him a lot.

To make a long story shorter, he and "B" broke up and he turned me down.  Then he started to ignore me.  I didn't think it mattered to me, but it did....a lot.

It's still a sore spot for me. >_O

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