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3:44 pm
Passing through again
Yes alot of you maybe quite irritated because of me abandoning you all and for that I am truely sorry I will also spare you the excuses circulating in my head because I still consider you my friends and for that reason alone I am visiting the site again and that is also the same reason why I respect you enough to spare you the excuses. I hope you all still want to speak to me. Anyway I dont have much to say but this if any of you remember me saying Im a writer well I just made a new myspace where I will feature my works. I will post that link in my next post.
But I would also like to say I have missed you all quite some bit (Drift, drifty, davey, iluvafi, inusmine)
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10:00 am
Umm *looks around* Hi
Long time since I last visited and Im sure I have missed much sorry about my abscence. I have been very busy but Ill give you an update.
Im still in out patient hospitalization.
Me and my girlfriend are going through rough times and may possibly be breaking up at the rate things are going.
I am now on crew of another guild on gaiaonline which means Im captain, vice captain, vice captain, vice captain, crew.
I am working hard on revamping my story that Ive now been working on for 4 years.
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7:57 pm
No need to worry
Well anyway Im glad for the most part that the events of this horrible weekend are behind me. Now I will tell you of the events that caused the post I recently made.
FRIDAY
I went over to Robs (corpesdeath) House. Then about 2 or 3 o clock samantha picked me rob and skyler up. Then we went to her great grandmothers house where they had a family get together but the whole point of us coming was to go swimming at the holiday in where her grandma was staying. Well we left and went to pick up her Stepfather who is almost exactly like my dad he picked on samantha and made her cry which was the first part that got me upset. Then he started his crap with me rob and skyler. Almost everybody at the get together was drinking. Well her grandma was getting ready to got to the Holiday in and we were going to leave shortly but she pulled out of the drive way and punched it. She made it 300 feet and crashed into the woods. Samantha was balling her eyes out. Her grandma was ok but then the cops and everything showed up and they pinned it on samanthas mom. Well got back at robs around 11:50
Friday through Saturday
Im bipolar so they put me on lithium I didnt take my night meds so I had mood swings like crazy and then I had a whole bunch of suicdal thoughts and I was so afraid Id would go through with them that I jumped in bed with rob and put my arms around him I was shaking.
The rest of saturday was bad as well but it doesnt matter.
Anyway I got to see samantha today and for that time my mind was calm.
GTG
Later
Brian
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Thats me on Gaia or at least what I usually look like. On gaia my username is Lucifer H. Marik
This is my friend Rob hes awesome.
This is a picture I made ^_^
Another pic I made.
I made this to.
I also made this.