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 | 7:36 pm
ghost of past failures.
So Project E has finally been publicly released. It looks great Dave.
Side notes on life: I've discovered plane tickets to cali can cost as low as $185. Thats from philly to LA and back. How did I miss this before? I don't know. It looks as if every two months or so I will be taking a trip to see the one I love then. I am jazzed.
New interpol album comes out on tuesday...it's entitled "Antics" and its rad, I've had a 'preview' copy for weeks now, but the real release means so much more.
More randomness. Who the hell is laura palmer? I was listening to a skycamefalling song entitled her name and was curious, as I am for most names, since it has to have some sort of signifigance. I searched and found that she had diaries, and was killed...I don't know much more though. I don't know if she's ficticious or real, or what. Any info would be greatly appreciated.
On with the show. | | 6 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 10:11 pm
yeah
if i would have kept up on it it would have been something special. So the last posts were made up. It was fun. I had this large elaberate idea to do this, and then I got lazy...as usual. I tend to do that a bit. but yeah...thought i'd drop a line here and let everyone know I am still alive...best way to reach me...or read my real blog...go here:
www.logicalharm.com
join my forums, they're always fun. | | 5 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 12:34 pm
waisted youth, fucked future.
It's odd how things start falling into place after the truth is revealed. Or when its found out by another. It hurts, It really does. I never meant to do such things...they sort of just happened. I had no control...one can just stop something like that, and she just can't understand it. Afterwards I took a walk, to think out what happened, what I've done and how I felt about it. Was it love? Or just a mild infactuation in which I was overtaken by? I am banking on the second. It was nothing but a one night stand, a pleasure night so to speak...it was dark. The moon was but a thumbnail in the sky, crickets were chirping, and there was no one around...so why not? Who would know? Who would care? I would, my subconcious mind, the truth slipped, and it hurt more than I could ever have imagined.
I've decided to rough it out here for a tad longer. Things aren't moving in the way of better or worse, they aren't moving period. Is this where I am stuck? I really hope not...
I used to love her.
But do I still? | | 7 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 9:17 am
shadows of ghosts passing on streets
tired. battered. stripped and worn. I have given up all hope of redeeming myself. It started as a simple hello. we talked, discussed a few things...
I moved out...rather started to move out yesterday, I have no need to stay. I don't know where I am going yet though. I was thinking about upper PA. No one lives there, there's cheap motels and woods galore. Get myself some alone time, to rethink whats happened in the past weeks. Whats there to rethink? Nothing went right. Everything fell apart and I am here, to sort through what pieces havent been doused in gasoline and lit on fire in front of my face. I don't ask questions anymore, rather I don't like to...since the answers always point to me, and i've had enough blame already. | | 5 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 12:47 pm
a little change can go a long ways
I'm coming right down. There will be a point shortly where I realized that I've hit rock bottom. There'll be a point where it can't be any worse, a time when nothing good will come of anything I do, It'll be a time i reach out to those I love most, but they'll shun me...push me away, deny my very existance. I will be in my prime so to speak. And there'll be no way out...no way out.. | | 2 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post | | Home | Older Blogs >> |
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