read the title.

until now. One of ngoc's friends started talking to me, and I'm really upset over what she said. Here's pretty much the entire transcript:

JBell says:
ur weird
bush says:
nah, just misunderstood
JBell says:
this is her friend
bush says:
nothing is weird
bush says:
just different
JBell says:
wha is weird? or different?
bush says:
weird is a word someone coined to describe something you don't see every day
bush says:
and I'm actually quite normal
JBell says:
ur fucking weird
bush says:
yeah, whatever you want to believe
JBell says:
ur like a rapest or something
bush says:
rapist my ass. I have a really high moral code
JBell says:
yeah ok
JBell says:
ur fuckig stupid
bush says:
besides, if someone has to rape someone, then they've got some real problems with society
JBell says:
who would talk to someone on the internet without meeting them. Especially for two fucking years
bush says:
I know a lot of people who would
bush says:
and I've met some really nice people on the internet
JBell says:
ur fucking NERD

bush says:
no, I'm just smart
JBell says:
ok
bush says:
I've got better things to do with my time than study and learn
JBell says:
so what do u know about her?
JBell says:
you can't get a girlfriend or what?
bush says:
I can, I just really like ngoc
JBell says:
so you have to try on the internet
bush says:
no, I can get a girlfriend from this area where I live, but I think I just kind of fell in love with ngoc since I met her
JBell says:
yeah ok
bush says:
you know, I didn't really mean to, it just happened
JBell says:
you going to jack off?
JBell says:
fucking perv
bush says:
actually, I went to fix something, and you're the perv for thinking something like that
 
  JBell has stopped viewing webcam with you.
 
  You have stopped viewing webcam with JBell.
 
JBell says:
yeah sinc eyou would talk to someone for two years
bush says:
she's my friend
bush says:
I've known people on the internet for longer than that and I know who I can and can't trust
JBell says:
especially on the internet without even seeing her once
bush says:
and what do you think you are, some kind of riteous girl that has never done anything wrong?
bush says:
I don't need to see her if I talk to her every day
JBell says:
thats the fucking most stupidest thing I'VE EVER HEARD in my ENTIRE LIFE!
bush says:
who are you to judge me?
JBell says:
for one thing dumbass
bush says:
and you're just too shallow to understand what you can't see
JBell says:
your probably to ugly to even get a girlfriend
bush says:
whatever bitch

and then my internet died

but anyways, I've never had my relationship challenged like this. I just never thought it would happen. If you do happen to read this, just kind of post some support, I'm really down. I've never in my life thought that I could be emotionally shaken like this. I've always taken every hit someone could deal, but this one was just way too much. I'm a good person and I know that I'm a good person, so how can something like this come from everything I've try to do that was right in my mind? Are people just that terrible? God this sucks.

I've uploaded a new image for your viewing pleasure, so check it out. Its really nice, and its my first work done in the new bryce 5.5. It took next to no time to draw it, but it took forever for me to decide which textures, lighting schemes, and camera positions I liked. In all, its an island in the deep blue ocean. Interperate it how you want to, I shouldn't need to explain it to ya.

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