hey there! hmm what's new whats new these days! it's funny how life is isn't it. gah. lol. well my boyfriend is getting me bored and yeah. angel is being wierd and yeah. ummm jorden and angel are talking shit about me and i don't know what to do. see there saying stuff about how i like a guy and shit like that and how i'm going to brake up with rj for him. but yeah thats gay. even though my boyfriend is boring, weird, idoit kiddish at times, i'm getting use to it. he cares a lot about me and i guess thats all that matters, he says things to me that cheers me up and when i'm in deep thought he thinks i'm mad at him. jeez '_' what a lamooo. haha but i gotta love that kid ( he's a senior and i'm a spohmore) haha so yeah umm took an eglish killed it! muhahaha ! i kick ass in english!!!! but i sux at biology . well yeah i got to go play my guitar0 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post
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ddr
hey kiddo's what's up . i really don't know what to say right now so yeah.. today i found myself night crying but yesterday i was crying up a storm. but now i'm happy becuz we got to open up the ddr. and so yeah. i have ddr. yippie what fun! i will play it now
hey peeps! gah what i day! i hate life i swear i do, things seem to get harder and harder as you move on. i swear that people are stupid and have no common sense, god it's an insalt to be called a human being. lets see, i've been up since liie fucking 6 am becuz i was woken up by my dad to find that a close friend to the family died in a fucking car crash. the driver was drunk and crash the car. yup yup. that sucked balls cuz i was crying all this morning and trying to figure out why everyone is leaving in diffrent ways. it's seems i'm going to be alone, and thats what i'm afraid of , is being alone and no one is there. gah this is drivnign me up the wall. i refuse to tell my friends about it becuz i don't want to burden them with my problems. i just need to chill. i just keep think how young she was, two kids she left behind. she was a great moter and a great friend to hang out with, she was funny and i known since i was a toddler. and she left all of a sudden. it's just so hard to picture her not here, i keep this is all just an aweful dream or something, and i'm going to wake up any minute. please just let this be a dream!
what can i do, it's funny. i thought i'd never like him again i thought he'd just stay a friend but you know that didn't work. i'm with rj yet...yet i don't feel complet i don't feel the same. i was mad when he went out with someone else, i was sad when he was sad. and all i can do is confort him. i just want to be with him, i just want to say something to cheer him up but i can't. i don't want to let him go. i don't know why i have these feelings but i do. i just want to kiss him, i like him so much that is seriouly driving me crazy. i can't tell my best gurlfriend becuz she likes him to and i kno it will hurt her if she found out. i feel so wrong. i don't know why, i don't know why it's like this. rj's been good to me, he's been there and he's not going out with me just becuz it's me.he actually cares in his own way. but..but .. gah i don't know what to do, please someone help me.
. haha but i gotta love that kid ( he's a senior and i'm a spohmore) haha so yeah umm took an eglish killed it! muhahaha
! i kick ass in english!!!! but i sux at biology
. well yeah i got to go play my guitar
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