At any rate, I'm finding that things are just really stupid, especially some teenagers, who don't like the fact that I'm different and more open with my friends. Everyone knows, especially if you go to my DA site alot, that I am very open with my friends. I turst them enough to be able to joke about us being lovers (I only do that with the females) and trust them enough to be playfully perverted. Yet people at this school don't seem to realize that it is just a joke. Like earlier today, I left my computer logged on to go speak to a teacher, and left my books there. When I returned across the screen saver was written. "Homosexuality is a SIN" Now, I have nothing against gays, and some of my good friends are gay- that doesn't make me gay. How can these people claim to KNOW for a fact I am gay, especially if they dont know that I'm married and perfectly straight! I love Joey and he is my everything. I'm secure enough in the fact that I'm straight to be able to joke with my friends (of some who are BI) and I also trust them enough. People need to learn how to judge on other things than just appearances. On the off-chance that the message may not be directed to me, I am still quite annoyed with it! Who are they to be posting such things on a school computer screen saver, don't you know?

That's my little rant on that. I could rant about how this whole county is completely KKK and how they need to get over it. There is no reason for racism. It's completely and totally pointless in my opinion, no matter to who it's directed. I've seen Joey get harrasssed by racist people and supremists and more. Drives me nuts how crazy people are.

Here are a few examples (and I hope no one is offended by me saying black man or white man.)

A black man walks in and says to Joey "Cracker, get me some gas, right now honkey, etc." and the white man behind him was like "Hey, Niger, don't talk to him like that, etc." and the black man was like "Here is the racism my people face, etc."

Now, that black man was being racist against Joey, and the white man was being racist to the black man. Racism is stupid! Why the hell you you call anyone a cracker, honkey, niger, or any other degrading terms unless you're friends and your calling each other it in a playful manner?

This next one I'm about to tell doesn't even deal with color of the skin. It has to do with male female-ness.

Okay, first of all let me tell you how the bathrooms in the truckstop are situated. The mens bathroom in almost straight from the counter, the womens is around the glass-ish wall, and sometimes hard to find if you come in the building from the far side.

Well, this dude comes in (why I don't know, maybe his wife couldn't find the bathroom or something, I wasn't paying much attention.) Before long he goes up to the counter and starts yelling at Joey. "What?! Is a female bathroom not good enough for you? Do you want only a male bathroom, you damn anti-feminist shit!"

He could have just asked where the womans bathroom was.... as if Joey has anything to do where the bathrooms were put in the building...

I hope I did not offend anyone with these stories, that was not my intention. My intention was to show the racism in todays world. Maybe people can start being nice to each other rather than starting things based on color, religion, gender, handicap, or anything else.

OH? What are opinions of people flying the rebel flag? The school wanted to ban it on school grounds because of all the students flying them from thier cars. What do you think they are representing by flying the rebel flag? (I think I may start a thread on that)

Slan Agat

Alex

 I didn't have enough room in my gallery to post the pictures I wanted too, even though I deleted some. So that deprives me of my ability as of right now to present them to you.

Ah, well, I'll live.

 On other news, I am now actually USING my xanga, instead of completely ignoring it's existance.

 I'm also going to try to update my DA page with new pictures in a day or so. (Or maybe today, depends on if I'm going to go hang out with Blake or whatever.)

 Yesterday I went to play Pump it Up with some of my friends. We had alot of fun, though my knees are feeling it today... though I felt like I had blisters on my feet yesterday, but Leon checked and he said I had none.

 OMG! I need comments. And to qoute my friend Billy "I need comments to boost my self-esteem."

 You ask why?

~Have you ever posted anything (okay, frankly, I think my art needs more comments than my journals, and I know probably any artist feels this way) okay, have you ever posted anything and you thought it was like the greatest thing you had ever done on earth and no one has a comment on it!!!! (but they have a comment on something you did a bajillion years ago, and you feel isn't nearly as good) Tell me I'm not the only one!!! *falls over and explodes due to lack of chocolate*~

 Leon brought me home breakfast this morning. I's feels special. (Because usually I starve to death in the morning.)

 I arm a pimp. Actually, no.... but I COULD BE!!!!!!!!!!! I could be THE pimp of Marshall County. I be known as "Big Mama" nooo that makes me sound  fat.... "Sweet Mama" that kinda sounds dirty.... "Yo Mama" ..... an insult? Ach, screw it, I'm too lazy to be a pimp.

I seem to have misplaced my vocabulary somewhere... crap. It doesn't seem overly extensive now. Am I getting stupider as I age! That is a horribly horrendous thought. I thought wisdom was supposed to come with age.

...The only thing I seem to know, is that I know nothing.

~What is the world coming to?! We work and work, with mushy brains and monotone enviroments without anything to stimulate us except sex and money.... well, that's true for 75% of the nation anyway. Some of us would substitute on of those for anime- or use the money to buy anime lol!~

 That is my rant for today- it's not quite as confusing as I am often want to be, but it's there to make your brain explode with it's mind numbing lack of intensity!! Mwhahahhaha Yummy brain food!

Slan Agat!!!

I have found that no matter what you do some teachers are just plain unpleasable and no matter how how you try or how good you do- it's just not good enough.

Which is why I think it's stupid. I've gotten published before, and my moms best friend is an editor. So why does my english teacher say all my stuff sucks?! Especially when every one else in the world sees no problem with it... even other english teachers. It's insane I tell you!

Maybe I'm just overly tired.

For those of you who miss my appearance on MSN~ I'm sorry. Joey has been working midnights lately and when he is at home, I rarely visit MSN. And by not going to MSN I neglect my friends *sadness* I'm really sorry, I will try to get on more in the future.

On other news, Suncoast has ceased to exist in our small kentucky mall... my anime has been taken far away from me...

Though according to Joey, they wil be opening in a near T.J. Max outlet- so it's not that bad.

I have to quick type something up for english, so I'll be back tomorrow or so.

Slan Agat

Not much to say

especially not today

I think I may rhyme

to waste away the time

What am I waiting for

staring at the door

laying on the floor

wanting something more

It's sad to be poor

even more so to be a whore

which I'm not by the way

I've just no money to pay

any of expenses there are

not even those of the car

Yet I love chocolate

I eat alot of it

My clothes might not fit

if I eat too- much I'll simply get

...oh, I dunno, this rhyme is the pit!

That was horrifying, I should never ever do that again

Anyway- Slan agat

=^^=

Yes, this must be a mircale of some sort, for I, the great procrastonator has updated!!!!!

 I've been glued to DA of late, and more or less putting random entries in that journal.

 I find I am much too lazy now and days to keep my blog updated. I'm always working on one project or another.

 But thats okay!

~RANDOM ANNOUNCEMENT~ My inner child demands chocolate!!!!!

My current manga is called "IMADOKI" and I love it!!!!! Absolutely love it. Though I don't think anyone else (well, maybe Lord Burn and Maisal) would like it. It has no magic, and no action packed scenes. It's mostly about highschool and a poor country girl who manages to get into a high class expensive high school where everyone happens to be a champion snob and utter fake. So on and so forth. I really enjoy the plot though, and I thik the characters are well developed (It could be I'm a nerd... O.o)

 I'm so happy though, cause I've convience my Lord Leon to join DA and post his poetry. He writes such good poems! (Even though some of them make me rather sad *tears*)

Oh yeah! I just got back from a trip to Chicago, and had tons of fun! Leon had never before been to a city that big and it was awesome showing him all the sites! (Not to mention al lthe great food there was to eat up there ^^ <--- happiness)

 I didn't get to see my grandpa, and I really really wanted to, so I'm uber sad about that. Mom says I'll get to see him next time we journey up north in our big carvan (trust me, we are a carvan me, joey, mom, dad, mikey, taran, ian and nana~ it took two cars for all of us to journey north)

 Thats all for now~ one again, I will try to update more often. Slan Agat

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