Omg i get lose on one guy n i get named a slut but when i guy does it nothing happens god maybe i actually liked him ahhhhh some people are so annoying n i seriously want to change i hate being me with my reputation n shit i wish i could start over there is so much in my past that i want to forget....lol never try and talk to Chris lol i'm trying to talk to him bout stuff right now n he's just saying dumb shit lol.....i'm like totaly breakin down mentaly like there is so much i want to say but dont know how n who to say it to i feel so confused about so many things... why am i named a slut?... why do i keep liking people that dont like me?... will i ever find the right guy?...ect. why do i always need a friend when nobody's around? life is so hard how can people life with it? ... the truth hurts ... one day i will find the perfect guy but why is it taking so long?

I'm tired of u fuckin coping me all the time like god get ur own style n shit god i can't even be myself wit makin it look like i'm a copier i'm tired of bein ur friend don talk to me ass hole

todaii n the hole week-end was boring like god there was nuttin to do right now i'm talking to katey on the phone n i'm on msn but no one is online. Katey is playing her dance dance revilotion game for ps2 right now so ya on the break I slept at Katey's n Trina's, Jolene slept over, watched dvd's, play video game, go on the computer n chat. Ya pretty boring lol Christmas was ok New Years was pretty boring I had to spend it with my fat ass sister god she is so anoying. So ya nuttin eles to put so I might write latter bye.

Jolene is over right now n ya we r on cam wit Stephen and John n ya lol it's borin right now

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